2011 was a difficult time for me:
January 30, I found out that my husband is flirting (yet again) with another woman so I left their house and lived with my maternal grandparents.
My maternal grandfather passed away in June.
I lost my managerial job due to redundancy in November.
My husband filed for annulment last December.
It's only now that I realized how God is slowly leading me to the right path and that He is humbling me.
I am still hurting that my relationship with my husband didn't work out however it made me realize that I am fortunate enough to: experience how it is to love and be loved, be a part of the loving and happy Pargas family, know and feel that I have some family and friends who understands and loves me unconditionally, learn how to accept and ask forgiveness for my mistakes, ask help when I need it the most, and forgive those who have hurt me.
When my family lost Lolo B, we had a chance to have time with my uncles (who hasn't come home for a long time) to celebrate Lolo's life. I came to realize that life is too short thus I have to live a happy life with a purpose.
I might have lost a high-paying job but now I have one (I even thought that I wouldn't have the patience and experience to do it) with less pressure, better schedule and serves a higher purpose.
Thank you Lord for I am blessed.
January 30, I found out that my husband is flirting (yet again) with another woman so I left their house and lived with my maternal grandparents.
My maternal grandfather passed away in June.
I lost my managerial job due to redundancy in November.
My husband filed for annulment last December.
It's only now that I realized how God is slowly leading me to the right path and that He is humbling me.
I am still hurting that my relationship with my husband didn't work out however it made me realize that I am fortunate enough to: experience how it is to love and be loved, be a part of the loving and happy Pargas family, know and feel that I have some family and friends who understands and loves me unconditionally, learn how to accept and ask forgiveness for my mistakes, ask help when I need it the most, and forgive those who have hurt me.
When my family lost Lolo B, we had a chance to have time with my uncles (who hasn't come home for a long time) to celebrate Lolo's life. I came to realize that life is too short thus I have to live a happy life with a purpose.
I might have lost a high-paying job but now I have one (I even thought that I wouldn't have the patience and experience to do it) with less pressure, better schedule and serves a higher purpose.
Thank you Lord for I am blessed.
i went through the same thing ! the person who promised me to be forever with left me . but then i am trying to stand alone , trying to be happy :)
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